Evidence of Abduction

Proving it Yourself

Proving the impossible, now that's tough to do. I tell a lot of wild stories. The
things I say, well, at first glance and second and a lot more after that, they just
couldn't be true.

I felt that way myself at first, for maybe the first two decades. Then in a very
rude way I was presented with evidence I couldn't set aside, proof that at least
some of what I thought was impossible and simply the result of my own
imagination, was actually real.

I can't talk about that proof, so that doesn't help. A lot of us involved in this type
of work really can't come forward, for legal reasons and for self preservation.
Simply because what we do is impossible doesn't mean there aren't legal
consequences. If I told everything I know, no one would back me, even though
many out there could, and might want to do that. It isn't in our personal best
interest to go public with everything. We may have set out with good intentions,
but other things happened.

For a long time I tried to go with the flow of public opinion and deny there was
anything real in this, even after the proof I was given. That was a bad decision,
leaving me open to all sorts of manipulation by forces I chose to see as
nonexistent. If you choose to not believe in sunlight, the sun still rises every
morning. Much of what we think is impossible, like the manipulation of time or
the instantaneous transmission of thought or even body across space, is only
beyond our technology. Doesn't mean it can't be done in non-tech ways, or that
it doesn't happen spontaneously. In nature you can find these things, rare events
but real ones, regarded as mysteries with mundane and as yet unknown
explanations, except by those who do understand them. Not too long ago, flight
was impossible, even though birds flew all around us. For human beings it
simply couldn't be done. Then suddenly it was done, and that mindset of
disbelief changed. The problem of the theoretical time/space barrier--the
inviolable speed of light limit--is like that. The evidence of a solution is all around
us, but our preconceptions prevent us from seeing the truth.

I used to try to prove things to people by doing them myself, demonstrating that
impossible things could be done by force of will. I scared a few people that
way--sometimes convinced them I was telling the truth, sometimes just scared
them. Seems to be no point to that and I'm not interested in wasting time or
energy on such things now. I don't do party tricks.

Proof to me, most often has been the testimony of others, strangers I have never
met who know the same things I know, have seen the same things I have seen,
and even sometimes described them in the same words. These are not common
things; these are not cliches in the human mass consciousness; these things are
uncommon and largely unknown.

Proof has been the interest certain groups have shown in me when I've asked the
right questions. I recall that in one year I met five people from the military
intelligence community, who just coincidentally showed up in my life in one way
or another, as co-workers and friends and healers and enemies. When I quit
poking around, they stopped showing up.

The best proof is the kind you earn. I've shown others how to do things and
they've been able to experience their own proof. I just don't like people enough to
be a teacher, I suppose.

Mostly, for proof I have played games--with myself, with other beings, even with
other "agencies." Dangerous fun, but still fun. I have lots of stories.